A year on since you checked out (earlier than planned!) and a year to try to gather my thoughts, feelings and to seek clarity on all of the events of our lives and of the past year. The toughtest part has been knowing that you are not there anymore so i can't share the adventures of the past few years and pick up where we left off to seek out new ones together in the future. I have my memories of our great times and the ones of our tough times and through those i remember you as my brother, my friend and my coconspirator! Miss you bro, life will never be the same without you...x